It’s not complicated anymore. It’s over.
I took off my rose-colored glasses today. And then I stepped on them. And then I beat them with a hammer.
After almost three years, my head and my heart are in unison. Their teamwork invaluable to my quest. They both feel heavy, but I know they will regain their strength. Not only have I chosen a different path, I’ve begun my new journey.
My journey without you.
My heart hurts.
Tonight is hard.
Tomorrow will be worse.
The day after, even worse.
But I know –
I will eventually find peace.
I will eventually find contentment.
And then I will find myself.